Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night! Oh wait... that goes at the end of a post, doesn't it? And It's not quite Christmas. To any readers who are of a different religion, Happy Holidays to you, no matter what you celebrate!
Here's the deal. I'm sitting at home, watching "Up" with my parents and younger sister. My brother was at work. I'm sitting there and all of a sudden, I have a silent panic attack, unbenownst to the others in the room. Anyway, I start thinking "OK, I've got one semester left and I need to get an internship and I need to do this and that, etc." Then all of a sudden (and I'm sure my eyes were wide at this point), I thought "Oh sh#t. I have so much to do and not a lot of time to do it in. I can't be a kid any longer."
Seriously, guys. Freak out of my life and I couldn't run away screaming because I didn't want me mom to know. Stupid, yeah. But still. So mid freak-out, I'm also thinking "And I haven't yet gotten published and I haven't gotten my music out there and I haven't ever experienced anything awe-inspiring that just changed my life."
Scotland and the rest of Europe was fan-freaking-tastic and I want to go back desperately, but I can't say I decided on a path. *Deep breath* Freak-out is over. And my plans?
New Years Resolutions: (Beginning NOW)
1: Resubmit to publishers
2: Workout every day for at least one hour, maybe more if possible
3: Make sure all of the stuff for school is DONE/KEPT UP WITH
4: Have an exciting self investigation of the haunted Crescent Hotel in Eureka Springs, AR (That's right... this semester, it's goin' down)
5: No more panic attacks!
Now that I have them documented, hopefully I'll keep up. And I'll do my best, certainly. But I want anyone reading this to hold me to that!
Wow, this was originally going to be titled "Happy Holidays". I obviously had a change of heart.
Anyway, one last thing while I'm on a tangent of randomness (which is fine since that's what this blog is about)... I've been on this kick where I'm watching as many episodes of the Travel Channel show, Ghost Adventures, as I possibly can. I love it! The guys are great entertainers and even if none of this stuff is real, they make a good show of it.
So that really is all for now. Promise.
Stay random!
